Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Fuck It All

Maybe it's time for me to go back to the way I once was, indifferent towards everyone. Cold and alone hurts, but in love with everyone and alone hurts even more. At least when I was cold and bitter behind my wall I could pretend that it was my choice to keep everyone else out. With the wall gone it becomes painfully clear that my wall wasn't keeping them out, they had no interest in climbing over.

2 comments:

rob said...

You need a hug. If I could send you one I would.

And hey... you're not alone. You've always got me.

Anonymous said...

it really sounds that you don't want to go back to that so why are you going to do that to yourself??? The only person you are hurting when you do that is yourself and those who care about you.